I need a vacation. Seriously....

How much we love the secondary school yearbook shot.

Slowly i find myself having gr8 interest in the uniform group and there's a quiet part of me wanting to sign on as a prison warden but since im already here, i will have to take it from here. I'm not an easily contented kind of person but i have to be wise in taking chances. I have a mouth to pay and an addiction to feed. And soon i will have to get my priorities right as well. We all have to. I don't want to realise only when its too late cos by the time i will be overwhelmed with regrets. What for?

We can all think about the same thing and have different views in the end.

And in the end it doesn't really matter.

Update!

I finally got hold of a job not quite glamourous for now but who cares, the worlds pretty unfair and im working not for others but myself. Its been 2 bloody months since ORD and i am over the celebration already. Well its time to get things in place.

Looking forward! Hari Raya is around the corner baring. And definitely all sounds like fun bla bla bla. I'm evil to say this but thank god i have not strt working cos kalau tak terkopak duit wallet aku pasal anak anak buah aku banyak. Makin tua makin seksa. haha. Next year raya la nampak nyer. heh heh.

But its sad to see ramadhan just passed so fast. I dont even know if i can welcome the next one. Well insyaAllah kalau umur aku panjang. Im looking forward to Friday man.

Slalalamat!

Where are u?

WHERE ARE U? WHERE ARE U? TELL ME QUICK!!

Jog jog walk.

While prolly half of young singaporeans should be at town or anywhere nearby doing shopping, chilling, watching movies or anything a fun young should be doing, i made up my mind to have a nice and fulfilling jog at tampines stadium. That is to burn my sins clinging on to my skin away cos most of the time i've been having regular unhealthy makan session for the past few nights. Syukur la next month is Ramadhan. After that, hopefully i will have the enough glucose in me to go perhaps tampines one or tamp mall for some new clothes. heh. see ya.

Iphone. hmmm..

Have i mentioned before on how i can be completely obsessed with electronic devices. Now i am so tempted to get the Iphone 3Gs. But hell, i'm still under a year contract with Starhub and i feeling so caged. Damn. NVM u gotta be in my pocket anytime soon phony..

I just realised, to enjoy life to fullest of the fullest, we need to get rid of all bad bad bad distractions. Sweep them away and enjoy all day.. so sweep them away... Sweep Them Away.. SWEEP THEM AWAY! rahaha! If someone starts bragging bout how magnificent his/her life is, dont be affected. They have never been in your shoes so don't be envious of them. hah! i sound like some motivator. bole la tahan. hahaa.. Selamat Bulan Rejab! bubbye..

Haiya dah besar.

Its peaceful.. Now.. So as im typing, i am like having a tornado of thoughts inside my mind that i am constantly thinking about, all spinning around taking turns to reappear. ORD is around the corner and the "real world" seems to be too scary to even think about. One wrong path and thats it. Its the point of no guideline. Its the point where you, and you are all alone, creating paths you gonna take that will determine your future. Its worst than having to serve, guys you know what. Takle ckp kat sini nanti masok jail. Above all the adult world has more than just getting married, get a house, have sex and get children. Its definitely more than that and i know that. Its a total out of your comfort zone. Shit im ranting. Im concern of how much im going to earn, where do i work, will i be successful and all. Thoughts like these always bother me to the extend where i get in no mood to do anythg about it. MasyaAllah tak bole man. something gotta be done. Farhan farhan farhan wake up your friggin idea.

Dooms day operation(ord) - 8th august 09. Still counting down yall. Salam.

Father's Day.

She left a note in our dad's wardrobe. I realised how sweet this is. In the exact same words of her quite broken english,

Amirah Fatin wrote...

Dear Abah,

Happy Father's Day!

Hope you like the present i give you. Sorry if i forgot to give you this present. I'm really sorry for making you angry. (i have no idea wad had happened)

Maybe this present will cheer you up!

Anyway, wishing you, " Happy Father's Day again!"

Lots of love from your daughter,

Amirah Fatin

:)

Thats sweeeeet.. wonder if there is ever such a day called Brother's day or something.. Abang love u la. Just dont grow anymore. hahahaha. bye.